Come what may.. Shiggity Shiggity Shwa! [11 Dec 2004|04:43pm] [FRiDAY...] So yesterday after an amazingly boring day of school, I with my mom and brother to the tailers to get my Juicy Coture pants hemmed. Me and my mom got in a big fight in the car, causing me to break down crying. It was really upsetting too cause she's always siding with my brother, and I just feel really left out in the family...like I don't belong. But whatever, we made up. So yeah, I got my pants hemmed, and then we went back home. So then, I called Ghina Bhina and asked her what was up tonight, and she said nothing, so then I said "Wanna come to Adge's for a lil partay!" and she convinced her mom to say yes! So then, while my mom was at the movies with my auntie and my brother seeing "finding neverland", I was at Adrienne's house with Gina, Joli, Adge, Marisa, Gary, Matt, Joe, and Jai. We had so much funn! Then me Joli Adge and Risa were hysterical crying over the fact that Joe and Gary lost their fathers. God bless you guys, we love you so much. So then, I went home. That was my night, I was extremely tired so I didn't have my chicken dinosaurs...like planned. Just went straight to sleep. [TOdAY...] Today I woke up at like 10:45 and I went on the computer to talk to Nikki. I couldn't go over because it was too much for my mom and I didn't want to put that kinda pressure on her today since tomorrow is her X-mas party for the salon. So then, Joli called and told me her mom can take us to the Championship Game. So we went and J0li and I listened to her moms fav. song by that guy that sings the theme song for One Tree Hill (my fav.) Then, we got there with Joli's big poster for Nikki, we saw nikki and watched her game. SHE WON! SHE DID SO GREAT! So did J-lo! go jay! Then Joli and I went to Wendy's after the game, and we ate Wendy's and talked about some stuff. Then, her sister was supposed to pick us up but we wound up being there for an hour and a half longer! Lmao! It was great tho. Had a great time with Joli Canoli. So yeh that was my day. ~!CHEERS!~ AY   Current Mood: I love that starr! 1 true love|kiss me

Come what may.. Comin outta my cage and I've been doing just fine... [09 Dec 2004|06:17pm] [1st h0ur...] Wow! This class was amazingly funny!!! Me and Jen spent practically the whole time cracking up! MRS. SMITH DID A CARTWHEEL! A FLIPPIN' CARTWHEEL MAN! It was so random, and unexpected, and spontaneous, and those words all mean the same thing. But yeah, it was hysterical. PROPS TO THE SMITH! [3rd h0ur...] Boring as usual. Simpson...boring...yeah. He never smiles and that makes me sad. I wonder if he's married or something. I wonder if he has a family? That's really odd, I never see him even have an expression on his face. He only has one emotion. I wish I knew what was wrong with him. Someday I'll ask him. Other than that I like him, he's a good teacher. We watched some ROOTS today. K.K./Toby got married to that chic...whats her name? [LUNCH] Bryan has been giving me a lot of kisses lately lol. I don't mind but hey, whats up with that. I've told him my plan, and he has some pros and cons on the situation. I think he pities me, and that makes me want to cry. I'm going to confront him...I really hope he doesn't. Cause then...that would suck. Ashley wasn't here today, so Jenna sat next to me, and me, jenna, mikey, and staci played driedle with the paper balls =) funn funn! I lost tho =( not good man. [5th h0ur...] Mr. Bender was being really mean today. =(. I did really good on my vocab test, and I didn't even study. MAN THAT CLASS IS AS EASY AS PIE! But then again, since when is pie easy? Thats right, we don't know! Anyway, we did this stupid collage thing that is so annoying. I only have 4/20! It's so gay! But other than that, me and Staci pretend fought. It made me sad a little bit, I think Staci kinda dislikes me. I hope not, cause I'm assuming she's a good friend of mine. [7th h0ur...] Wow, it was really funny and boring at the same time. Joli, Adrienne, and I got seperated from eachother, but we weren't that far apart. I sat next to Miguel. Holy Christ on a bagel with butter! He is soo effing funny! Him and Randy kept me cracking up the whole damn class almost getting me in trouble, but it's worth it when they joke around. Then, we had a surprise vistor(s). ALEX FONTE! THE REALLLY REALLLY hott asshole. =( I wish he was nice. But he isn't. Oh well. His brother is cute, and then Garrett and Mike Scolo were there too. Mike's really hott too. Yaya. [After sch00l...] After school, me joli and adge snuck out of math class, and went out the door like lil secret agents. Then, we got out when the bell rang, and we went and talked with everyone. I accidently knocked Jill's lollypop out of her mouth, and I thought she was going to beat me up, so me and Jenna hid, cause she was going to get beat up too by andrew cause she pushed him in the bushes. We're such wusses! Then, I went home, did homework, Mama came over, we went to Taisho where I was humiliated by my brother screaming AY IS A FATTY!!! I ran out crying, not like my family cares, cause they're a bunch of assholes who worship my brothers every footstep. I can't wait to leave this horrid place. Now I'm stuck doing a good 5 hour homework procedure. I think I'm going to die. =( save me. ~!CHEERS!~ AY   Current Mood: depression kiss me

Come what may.. You've Made a Fool of Everyone... [08 Dec 2004|06:18pm] HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY! Wow...well I talked to paige today. She has the worst, and I mean the worst comebacks I've ever heard of in my life. Me and jen were hysterical over them. Well, now I'm listening to JET and I'm bored as hell. This is a useless post. Ugh, my brother can go fuck himself! UGHHHHH I HATE HIMMMM RIGHT NOW! Ok well...adios =)   Current Mood: hah my star is having a cesure 1 true love|kiss me

Come what may.. SURPRISE! [03 Dec 2004|11:27pm] GINA'S SURPRISE PARTY WAS TONIGHT AND WE HAD SOOO MUCH FUNN! IT WAS SO GREAT, I HUNG OUT WITH THE BEST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD. JOLI AND MARISA ARE OVER, AND WE WENT TO THE MOVIES AFTER THE PARTY =). I LOVVVVEEEE GINA! YAYA. BRYAN TOLD ME THAT HIM AND LILAN SAW FINDING NEVERLAND, AND THAT LILAN WAS CRYING. ALL LILAN I LOVE YOU! HAHA WE GOTTA BE FRIENDS SOME TIME! OK SO NOW IM LISTENING TO MUSIC WITH MY GAL PALS, SAW LACEY AT THE MOVIES. THERE ARE 4 PEOPLE IM REALLLLY PISSED AT RIGHT NOW, BUT YEAH YOU SHOULD KNOW WHO YOU ARE. HERE ARE SOME PICS. LOVE YOU GHINA! ( Picutures are only perfect when you're taking a photo with the ones you love...Collapse )     ENJOY! BYE KIDDIES! COMMENTATIONS R APPRECIATED GREATLY. THANK YOU FOR YOUR MAXIMUM SUPPORT!   Current Mood: never been happier. 3 true loves|kiss me

Come what may.. SURPRISE! [03 Dec 2004|11:12pm] GINA'S SURPRISE PARTY WAS TONIGHT AND WE HAD SOOO MUCH FUNN! IT WAS SO GREAT, I HUNG OUT WITH THE BEST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD. JOLI AND MARISA ARE OVER, AND WE WENT TO THE MOVIES AFTER THE PARTY =). I LOVVVVEEEE GINA! YAYA. BRYAN TOLD ME THAT HIM AND LILAN SAW FINDING NEVERLAND, AND THAT LILAN WAS CRYING. ALL LILAN I LOVE YOU! HAHA WE GOTTA BE FRIENDS SOME TIME! OK SO NOW IM LISTENING TO MUSIC WITH MY GAL PALS, SAW LACEY AT THE MOVIES. THERE ARE 4 PEOPLE IM REALLLLY PISSED AT RIGHT NOW, BUT YEAH YOU SHOULD KNOW WHO YOU ARE. HERE ARE SOME PICS. LOVE YOU GHINA! ( Picutures are only perfect when you're taking a photo with the ones you love...Collapse )     ENJOY! BYE KIDDIES! COMMENTATIONS R APPRECIATED GREATLY. THANK YOU FOR YOUR MAXIMUM SUPPORT!   Current Mood: never been happier. kiss me

Come what may.. It's the farthest you've ever flown... [02 Dec 2004|08:13pm] -[[/TODAY\]]- (GINA HAD TO REMIND ME WHAT I DID YESTERDAY LOL) [b4...school]-Brittany Roberts (lil not big, cause i love big one lol) has to be all like up in my grill ( in my homei dogg accent) about my Brasil shirt like she knowww me lol. But seriously that pisses me the fuck off, and I was about to say something, but then I forgot about it. Wow...I'm forgetful. She goes to Nikki and says, wow why is Ay wearing that Brasil shirt if she isn't even Brazilian. WELL JUST FOR YOUR INFORMATION MISS IM A LITTLE BLONDE BITCH THAT CAN'T WEAR MY OWN DAMN CLOTHES, my dad lived in Brasil for 15 years, can speak portugese (but is not fluent) and he is a little bit brazilian so shut your fucking mouth up. Whew I needed to get that out so anyway yeah that was my morning. [1sT h0ur: Ch0rus] Nothing much, as usual except I didn't even get picked for the Womens Choir. But whatever I dont care. But yeah, I'm usually cracking up in that class from Joli and Marisa and Jen. =) [2nD hour: Student Aid] BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE BEING MR. BARTKOWICS STUDENT AID. HE TELLS ME ABOUT HOW HIS PARENTS BEAT HIM LIKE I WANT TO HEAR THESE THINGS. [4th hour: Algebra] wow....no. [6th hour: Science] ADRIENNE LMAO BEST CLASS EVER! YOU WITH YOUR DRAWINGS I L U S F M!   well thats about it. I love ghina best friends forever chicccaaa!   Current Mood: LMFAO! High like a butterfly 2 true loves|kiss me

Come what may.. 'If believing was that easy, people would be doing it a lot more...' [29 Nov 2004|08:49pm] Is it just me, or are people changing a whole bunch. I think it's the fact that everybody is going to high school next year, so they have to start proving themselves as new people this year. I think I've changed as well this year. I wore much different clothes than I did last year, I listen to different music, and yet I'm still in the same group. I'm happy with the group I'm in. They don't give a shit what I wear, which is nice. I mean, who wants to actually DRESS UP for school? I know I don't. Personally I like the shirts and jeans I wear. =] Because that's who I am. But anyway, I'm quite the reader and writer these days. I blew through a 300 page book in the past two days, and now I'm on my next book, "Peter Pan" by James Matthew Barrie himself. What a great writer he is. I saw Finding Neverland, and now I'm reading the book about it =]. I also just bought the soundtrack, and god...it's so beautiful, especially the song 'Peter'. It doesn't have any words, but it's kind of nice to listen to music without words sometimes. Wow, I feel so poetic right now lol. I finished The Perks of Being a Wallflower today, and it was sad =[. But, I look at things kind of different. I guess I'm becoming more mature, but it's so effing fun to be immature too! I'm so quiet right now lol, just listening to my little soundtrack. =]. Whew ok, I'm going to go. ~!CHEERS!~   Current Mood: at peace... 1 true love|kiss me

Come what may.. Have you ever loved somebody so much it made you cry...? [28 Nov 2004|12:07am] [FRIDAY]-Ok so today Jessie came over and we walked to Wendy's. It was effing hilarious! We were talking about South Park, and Reno 911 and other stuff, it was too funny. Then, once we got to Wendy's we almost got hit by a car. That was funny too because that's how I predicted I am going to die lol. Ok, so then we went into Wendy's and it was kinda crowded, but that was no prob. cause on the line we were calling Wendy's and pranking them...yes I know, that's how bored we were. So then, we went back home after eating, we recorded so much stuff on my dad's video camera. WOW JESSIE WE'RE CAMERA OBSESSED! lmao. So Jessie slept over, we baked cookies, watched a scary thing on BRAVO, and then went to sleep. [SATURDAY]- Jessie went home this morning cause her mommy didn't feel good. Don't worry Roz I still love you lol. So then, this is what happened, I asked Ashley (my so-called-best-friend-who-would-never-lie-to-me!) to go to the mall and she said she called her mom and her mom said she didn't want her going which was a crock of shit. So then, Danielle Brisbane the bestest friend next 2 Jessie in the world asked me if I'd like to go. I needed to go shopping desperately. So then, I went with Danielle, we got so much shit, I got a bunch of shirts, and Danielle got 9 thongs for 20 bucks! woot go bargain brisbane! lmao. Then, guess who we see at the mall with everybody...ASHLEY! OOOH IT'S ASHLEY...YOU REMEMBER ASHLEY, THE ONE THAT LIED? YEAH HER! SHE WAS THERE! It's not even the fact that she was at the mall with other friends, personally i couldn't give a flying fuck. It was the fact that she lied to me, and was running away from me when she saw me. How fucked up is that? Ok so whatever, me and Bris saw Abercrombie PRETTY PRETTY boy lmao, and beanie boy, and pink tshirt boy! Woot! They were all so hot, except for the pretty pretty boy. Then, we had a pretzle and made the pretzle song and then we went to get my dig. pics developed. Then, we saw Anna and Michelle. Anna's a sweetie. Then, my dad picked me and bris up and we went to the movies. First we had Brooklyn Boys pizza the best fucking pizza around. That fight in there was hysterical lmao! that's brooklyn for ya! Then I almost got mugged by a guy that was asking to look at my camera. scared the shit outta me. Then it took us like 30 minutes to get our tix, long lines. But then, I SAW THE POSTER FOR CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY OMG IT LOOKS AWESOMEEEE! Then we saw the movie of which sucked. We saw Max L. 2 times today once in the mall then at the movies. His mom's a sweetheart, and then I got dropped home. I had a fun day with 1 little mishap. I guess now I know the truest.   "All you have to do is believe." -Johnny Depp, 'Finding Neverland'   <3, Ay   Current Mood: yeah baby! 1 true love|kiss me

Come what may.. JERRY SPRINGER is my hero.... [25 Nov 2004|11:35am] Hello all! Happy Turkey Day to all, and to all a good turkey! Lol, wow...that was lame. Well my week has been verrrry interesting. It's actually been the best week ever believe it or not. But best believe it because it was. Here was my week: [M0NDAY]-Alright so Monday, had no basketball practice, but I did have to go to the dentist. Ahh man, I was realllllly happy. I got my E X P A N D E R taken off! yayayuh!!! Yeah but I did have to wait for 45 minutes when I was supposed to be in at 5:15. But hey, who cares nothing could ruin my day. I only have 8 more months with these dreadful braces, so no worries mon! [TUE$DAY]-I woooonnn! I won 'Next AMERICAN IDOL' for school with Bryan! Woot! I really thought I was going to lose badly, but I won! I beat Danielle Herrara (one of the most popular girls in school) by 25 votes. I'm so proud of myself! I never win lol...anything at all. But, thanks to all the people that voted for me, I appreciate it. And!!! I'm going to somewhere I haven't been in a while, but I can't say because if the person I'm supposed to be surprising reads it and it says where I'm going it won't be a surprise anymore!!! So yeah, I'm getting tix soon! [W3DN3SDAY]-After school Jenny and I went to Wendy's and chilled. Candi and Taylor came up to me and asked me for cash like they knew me lmao Jenny. But yeah, then Thomas Staci and x-Tina came. We had fun! Aww Staci I'm sorry about making fun of you all week =(. I l u!!! But yeah, now Thomas and Jen are friends again woot go you guys! And then me and Jenny came home to my house. My brother was getting picked on my the neighbors so me and Jen went over there and had a little talk with them, and then Jenny got beat up by a 2nd grader that thinks he's hot shit! lmao. it was funny, but that kidd is cool. Then Jenny went home ate dinner and came back and slept over. =) yay that was my night. Ok well I'm going to go help my mom with the turkey, happy thanksgiving everyone! God Bless   Current Mood: giggly 3 true loves|kiss me

Come what may.. Savvy? [23 Nov 2004|04:44pm] Wow, I haven't updated in a while. Well, I'm finally getting my wish of something of which I can't say on this journal because I'm making it a surprise for my bestfriend up in the place I can't speak of lol. But yeah, Jingle Ball is soon, I'm very excited. I got my expander off yesterday, it feels so good to feel my palat again =). I'm extremely bummed out right now, there aren't going to be any casting calls for teengs for the POTC movies =(. It's like my life dream to be in one of those. Ok well, I'll talk to you guys later bye.   Current Mood: sad 3 true loves|kiss me

Come what may.. Hidden by the public eye... [16 Nov 2004|10:37pm] I've been really sad lately. I know I want to be an actress + a singer...but I don't feel that passion for it right now. I dont know why, maybe I'm just really pressured or something. Depression, aint the best thing in life. I hope I feel better soon. Love, Ay.   Current Mood: saddd kiss me

Come what may.. you are my ONLY one... [14 Nov 2004|06:26pm] [FRIDAY]- After school Bryan came home with me, and he will be coming home with me every Friday for a while now that I've taught him how to play guitar lol! Good job babe, really proud of ya! Every Good Boy Does Fine! F.A.C.E! Lol 1st fret 1st string...what is it?!? F! good job! Wow funny stuff. So then, Ashley came over, and Bryan took a shower, my mom was weirded out over that, and then we drove to the movies to see 'POLAR EXPRESS'! Which totally sucked my ASS HOLE! I was pissed, the movie was fucked up, they didn't show the Charlie and the Chocolate Factory preview, so me and Anthony made fun of the movie saying how Michael Jackson would've enjoyed jerkin off to it lmao. Then, we went to Borders, and Bryan and Junior were reading a 'how to have a better sex life' book, with VERY DESCRIPTIVE PICTURES! eww lol. But I bought ED Wood on dvd! so it's all good. Then, we saw Lilan, what a cutie lol. Then, Bryan took me and Ashley home, and Ash slept over. [SATURDAY]- Me and Ash woke up early cause I had a major basketball game that day!!! We didn't really do anything in the morning, except eat breakfast and watch television and Ed Wood! lol crossdressers are soooo hottt! right ash? lol. Anyway, my mom coached my game that day at 4 and it was fucking hilarious. I thought it was going to be a major blow but instead we won!!! I scored 4 points, and kicked a girl for a good 30 seconds, funn stuff! But yeah I versed Jen, and she lost...:( but we won :). Nikki won her game in an amazing 43-16!!! Wow undefeated babe! Good Job. Then, me, Marisa, Ashley and my brother went to Wendy's for a victory dinner. OH FUCK...my brother was being such an asshole. He threw his fucking ketchup on me and spilt my soda all over my french fries so, I took all the ketchup and threw it on him, then called my mom and blamed it on him. Lol, I'm gonna make you my slave when you're older Aus, fucking forget your name bitch, it's gonna be Kunta Kinte soon bitch! LMAO RIS AND ASH!! Then we went home and just chilled for the rest of the night. [SUNDAY]- Me n Ris both got our . lol for those who didn't understand that...look a lil bit closer! So then, we were just watching stupid shit on the computer, and watchin tv. Then Ris went home, me and ashley went to her house while Austin went to his little party thing. But then, Ash was caught up in her Spanish homework, had to go to her Uncle Bert's house, and other shit so I had to go home :( fun while it lasted pally. Then I came home and went to my brother's basketball game of which he lost 18-15 although he got 4 points as well, good boy asshole! Then I came home, and I'm chillen out for the rest of the night cause I dont feel good. all the best deceptions... In <3 Love   Current Mood: good movie lol kiss me

Come what may.. My imperfections seem to be the only things that show... [09 Nov 2004|06:33pm] Some things I may never get to do in the time limit of the rest of the year: 1. Go to NY 2. Meet Johnny Depp 3. Become rich and famous 4. Get a boyfriend :( 5. Get Johnny Depp to BE my boyfriend 6. Stop feeling sad. 7. See my grandma 8. Talk on my cell phone 9. Play my guitar better than I used to 10. Get accustomed to the time changes. ugh....life SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSS   Current Mood: when am I not pissed off? kiss me

Come what may.. Believe...That's all you have to do. [31 Oct 2004|05:07pm] YESTERDAY Yesterday was ok, during the day atleast, because the night-time was (and you can quote me...c'mon, go ahead...quote me!) FUCKING awesome! One of the best night's I've ever had. During the morning and afternoon I didn't do anything except babysit for Austin, and Nikki -n- Jessie came over and we chilled. We watched Austin Powers: International Man of Mystery! lmao Jessie that was the funniest with the rubber suite. It's so freakin cold in here Mr. Bigglesworth! Haha so yeah, that was cool, and then we went to mine and Nikki's basketball game (we versed eachother), and Nikki did so great!!! She beat my team by like 29385r9q8e7r89jfq8r points! Haha Joli, we're gonna have to drug Nikki before every game!! So yeah and then...........we arrived at Shadowood Theaters to see.......a limited release.....of 'FINDING NEVERLAND' starring the man I'm in love with Johnny Depp. I couldn't tell you how beautiful the movie was, it's just unexplainable in words, but I'll try. It was the best movie I've ever seen next to Pirates of the Caribbean! Aww and this cute little boy Freddie Highmore (who plays Peter) is the cutest thing I've ever seen next to Johnny. He is such a great actor! Oh my fuckin god, and Johnny was amazing, he brought me to tears, he was just so beautiful and into his character so well, and the movie was so sad and so beautiful. Lol ok well enough about that, =). TODAY Today is HALLOWEEN!!! HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYBODY. H-A-L-L-O-W-E-E-N!!!! lol Jessie! Today, I went to my brother's basketball game, and he lost =[ sucks. But at 6 tonight...I'm goin to Adge's house with Jessie to go trick-or-treating!!! I'll post pics later on. =] Nobody's ever going to guess what I am!!! Ok i g2g get changed into my wicked awesome costume. Have a safe 1. Love, Ay. "You could visit Neverland anytime you want, Peter. All you have to do is believe."-Johnny Depp, 'Finding Neverland'.   Current Mood: T-o-T!!! 1 true love|kiss me

Come what may.. If I aint got you... [29 Oct 2004|03:22pm] ~Basics~ Name: Aja Birthdate: January 26th, 1991 Age: 13 Nicknames: Ay, Ajita, Ay-Mar, Ay-Maro (haha adge!), Mrs. Depp!, Twinklestarr(joli lmao) Hair Color: dark brown .. Eye Color: dark brown .. Galsses, Contacts, none: contacts!! Braces: Yeah...unfortunatly. Parents Names: Lori and Anthony Do you have any pets?: a dog but its not like he's there lol. If so, what are their names?: Mishu Living Arrangements: Mom, Dad, annoying bastard brother. =) Peircings: ears Tatoos: none, I wish I had one :( ~This or That~ Coke or Pepsi: Coke Dr. Pepper or Mr. Pibb: neither Blonde or Brunette: Brunette Blonde or Redhead: Redhead Brunette or Redhead: Brunette Orange Juice or Grape Juice: Grape juice Blue or Green: both! Pink or Purple: pink! Country or Rap: RAP! Sprite or 7up: neither...they both suck ass! ~Friends~ Names: WAY TOO MANY TO TYPE DOWN! Where do they live: Boca, NY, California, etc. What are their nicknames for you: all the above listed in nicknames ^^ Loudest: JOLI! lol i l u joli! Smartest: Ari Funniest: Ashley and Jessie Tallest: Gina! girl i love you loL! Shortest: ari Prettiest: Ashley Quietest: .. NOBODY! Sweetest: Nathalie, Nikki, and Ashley Nicest: Adrienne Jessie and Ash. Clumsiest: Jenna lmao Blondest: Alana, and she aint even a blonde! Strangest: ..josie!... but in a good way babe! I l u! ~Person of your liking~ Name: Matt. Age: 13 What do you like about him or her: hes cute, funny, sweet. Do you LOVE him or her: I know what love feels like, and how it is to love someone but I dont love him...i just like him alooooooooooot. Love is the worst experiance until you surrender to it. =) thats my lil quote. How long have you been dating: we haven't been...he likes BRITTNEY! Have you hugged: yeah...alot Have you kissed: no Have you made out: no Name all of you ex-boyfriends/ ex-girlfriends: Bryan...that bastard, Robbie, and Andrew Manks was just a hookup =\ big mistake Do you get along with any of them: ^obviously not! If so, which one(s): Robbie! He's oh so funny! ~Last...~ Person you talked to: Marisa Hugged: Danielle Kissed: my mommy =) Im sucha goodie goodie! Saw: Mom Argued with: Marisa, but it was a fake one. HAHA YOU GOT PUNK'D BEYOCH! 1. Everything brought to you by BZOINK! ~this or that?~ music or books: music family or love: ..love ..? im's or calls or talking in person: person news or music videos: music videos MTV or Fuse: dont know what fuse is so.. MTV VH1 or MTV2: i dont have MTV2 so.. VH1 writing or drawing: writing talking or listening: both...isn't that called a conversation? shy or loud: both long life or long love: long love...is life if you think about it. cats or dogs: dogs rap or rock: I love ROCK! But raps good too. sleep or awake: both are fan-fuckin-tastic! close or far: ?idk? ~Bands: this or that~ yellowcard or bright eyes: yellowcard something corporate or lost prophets: something corporate blink 182 or green day: GREEN-FUCKING-DAY BABY! rancid or suicide machines: rancid rufio or thrice: THRICE! senses fail or story of the year: Story of the year brand new or taking back sunday: TBS! new found glory or good charlotte: New Found Glory. mxpx or allister: mxpx!!! mest or matchbook romance: matchbook romance! fall out boy or dynamite boy: fall out boy the used or the ataris: The ataris simple plan or gob: Simple Plan motion city soundtrack or sugarcult: Sugarcult dropkick murpheys or flogging molly: Flogging molly ~in guys (or girls)~ blue eyes or brown eyes: brown! brown hair or blonde hair: Brown short hair or long hair: depends on how it looks smile or frown: smile intelligence or popularity: I'd prefer intellegence, but having him known is good too. rap or rock: I really dont care. great smile or pretty eyes: both or just the smile tall or short: taller than me. school sports or just sports: doesnt make a diff.. fat or skinny or average: Average outgoing or shy: I love outgoing guys, but shy is great too so both! writes or talks: both ~anything~ sky or grass: sky full or empty: full blank or too full: too full days or months: days concerts or plays: both! coffee or cappuccino: TEA! lol vanilla or chocolate: vanilla! For those who know me....Chocolate Sucks ASSHOLIOLIO! 7 or 13: 7 livejournal or insanejournal: livejournal now or the future: now past or future: both? trees or flowers: Flowers roses or carnations: every girl LOVES roses cars or trucks: Cars stars or stripes: stars pen or pencil: depends on what paper marker or colored pencils: marker seeing or hearing: tough one! I'll pick both! lol! smiling or grinning: grinning is hot! and so is smiling! dancing or singing: I like a guy that could dance. Singing aint bad. ice cream or candy: ice cream =)! roller coasters or water rides: both !!! =) guitar or bass: Guitar!!! CAUSE I ROCK OUT ON ONE TOO! drums or bass: Drums drums or guitar: both are awesome! love or hate: love radio or cds: radio sci- fi or comedy: Comedy! home or somewhere else: I wouldn't know what somewhere else was like!!! romance or horror: romance boxes or cartons: boxes blankets or pillows: pillows garbage or keepsakes: keepsakes bracelets or necklaces: both! earrings or rings: both! bath or shower: shower! keeping thoughts in head or sharing them: both, some things aren't meant to be heard. tv or radio: TV tv or computer: both choir or band: choir smoking or drinking: neither beer or wine: wine is yummy =) strawberry or blue berry: blueberry! blinking or eyes wide open: haha i dont care. forgetting memories or preserving them: preserving them Halloween or Easter: Halloween! Christmas or birthday: DUDE CHRISTMAS AND MY BIRTHDAY! memorial day or labor day: labor day hometown band or far out band: hometown band, you have more in common with em. band violin or keyboard: keyboard left out or left behind: left out you move or best friend moves: either or, I'd still keep them close to my heart if I moved. town or country: CITY LIFE FOR ME AND NOTHING ELSE! sitting or standing: sitting loving or learning: learning about loving! Do you... [x] have a bf : not exactly [x] have a crush : yessssss on matt and johnny depp lmao. [x] feel loved : rarely ever [x] feel lonely : some of the time. [x] feel happy : I'm a pretty perky person [x] have your own room : Yup [x] listen to rap : sometimes. [x] listen to rock : every day!! [x] listen to soul : yeah! [x] listen to techno : uhhh no [x] listen to reggae : yaaaaaaaaaaa! [x] paint your toenails : yea! [x] have more than 1 best friend : I dont have alot, because there are few I could trust. [x] get good grades : yep [x] play an instrument : heck yes! GUITAR BEYOCH! [x] have slippers : yupp! [x] wear boxers : YUPP they're cute =)! [x] wear black eyeliner : yeah man!! everyday [x] like the color Pink : sure, why not? [x] like the color White : its ok [x] cyber : umm...NO! [x] like to read : depends what im reading [x] like to write : yes [x] have long hair : its longer than medium length [x] have short hair : no [x] have a cell phone : yuppp [x] have a laptop : yes [x] have a pager : I used to. =[ it died. [+] Ever Been Called... [+] [x] Dumb?: YES [x] Retarded?: every day [x] Ugly?: behind my back, and to my face yes. [x] Hot?: I dont think so. [x] Fat?: Probably [x] Anorexic?: haha you're funny [x] A waste of space?: something close to that...does 'you dont deserve to live' count? [x] Useless?: Yeah [x] Smelly?: no lol. [x] A Slut?: nope. [x] Beautiful?: yeah, but it was probably just pity. [x] Smart?: yes [x] Quiet?: yes [x] Boring?: no [x] A Bitch?: lol yea [x] Rebel?: yes [x] Conceited?: nope, I think less about myself then i think about bagels? Who was the last person you... [x] Talked to : Marisa [x] Yelled at : my brother [x] Hugged : mommy [x] Went out to eat with : I dont remember [x] Flirted with : no one ? [x] Talked to on the phone : Adrienne. [x] Received an IM from : Marisa [x] E-Mailed : nobody lol. [x] Got flowers from : nobody =( [x] Danced with : ASHLEY AT THE BARRY MANILOW CONCERT LMAO! [x] Fought with : My asshole brother. [x] Worried about : Jessie, me and her as so alike, and she feels alone. I dont want Jessie to be alone :( I LOOOOVE YA JESSIE, you're just like my sister i l u! [x] Cried over : me [x] Thought about : emma In the last 24 hours, have you- [x] Cried : yes [x] Bought something : yes [x] Gotten sick : yes lol [x] Sang : Just now at my audition [x] Eaten : HAHA YES! [x] Been kissed : Yeah by my daddy. [x] Felt stupid : Yes! [x] Met someone new : Yeah the girl that was dressed like a pirate. I thanked her for having the courage to do that in school! [x] Moved on : Yeah I think? [x] Had a serious talk : No. [x] Missed someone : yeah <33 [x] Hugged someone : yea [x] Fought with your parents: yes both mom and dad! If you read all of those, I advise you get something to do lol! XOXO   Current Mood: I did good at my audition 1 true love|kiss me

Come what may.. Hey Rollover DJ! You're spinnin away on my time... [26 Oct 2004|06:57pm] I'm really tired, and sick :( ::sniffles:: . I need a big hug too lol. But anyway, I passed my 9 weeks assesments, hooooorraaaay! Whatever, I just want to go to New York really badly. I miss it so much, I mean 8 years man! 8-freaking-years! I'm bored, and I feel as if I'm slipping into a state of unconciousness, which means the delirium is starting to kick in. Alright, sleepy time for me. Love, Captain Jack! (Joli ilusfm bffltddupaaf! <---hopefully you could understand that one lol)   Current Mood: cheerful kiss me

Come what may.. Las Vocales en Espanol, Las Vocales en Espanol. [23 Oct 2004|07:46pm] Bueno tan era anoche probablemente uno del más divertido, mas derrota las noches que he tenido en un rato. ¿Quiero este niño Matt denominado, el derecho? Así, él sabe que yo lo quiero, y todavía. ..he preguntará Brittney Roberts fuera detrás de mi espalda. ¡Así, yo los tiro sobre, y yo lo hago la pregunta fuera delante de mí. ..but que él hace no, porque él es un coño! De todos modos, este niño Danny es fresco, y Nikki dijo que ella piensa que él me quiere, así que cualquier. Brittney y Laura actuaban alegre ayer, como lo siempre es cuando ellos son juntos. Ningún trato grande, pero de todos modos. ..I está aquí con mi mejor amigo Ashley en este momento, ella es el más fresco. Habla con usted más tarde. ¡Adiós adiós! All spanish entry! Beat that bitch!   Current Mood: Sick w. Ash 4 true loves|kiss me

[23 Oct 2004|07:40pm] Hey, This is my all spanish post so enjoy. If you're that interested in reading it...then find an online translator lol. Enjoy: Bueno tan era anoche probablemente uno del más divertido, mas derrota las noches que he tenido en un rato. ¿Quiero este niño Matt denominado, el derecho? Así, él sabe que yo lo quiero, y todavía. ..he preguntará Brittney Roberts fuera detrás de mi espalda. ¡Así, yo los tiro sobre, y yo lo hago la pregunta fuera delante de mí. ..but que él hace no, porque él es un coño! De todos modos, este niño Danny es fresco, y Nikki dijo que ella piensa que él me quiere, así que cualquier. Brittney y Laura actuaban alegre ayer, como lo siempre es cuando ellos son juntos. Ningún trato grande, pero de todos modos. ..I está aquí con mi mejor amigo Ashley en este momento, ella es el más fresco. Habla con usted más tarde. ¡Adiós adiós! haha beat that bitch! lol   Current Mood: Sick w. Ashley kiss me

Come what may.. Sooner or later it's over...I just don't want to miss you tonight. [20 Oct 2004|04:13pm] I'm listening to Iris....by the Goo Goo Dolls. It's a sad song, but I love it. Boston WON last night...that's right they WON! You hear that all you Yankee fans, THEY WON! IN YOUR HOMETOWN! IN MY HOMETOWN LOL! (But don't worry Yanks you're still my no.2 team!!) Tonight they play again, and I think they're gonna win...hopefully atleast. I got money ridin on this one. Haha I made a bet with Max and Joe, that Boston would win, and they did, so Joe and Max had to write BOSTON RED SOX all over their face this morning. My dearest bestfriendiest Nikki did the honors of writing it for them lol LOVE YA NIKKI! Me and Laurie are talkin to eachother more often now, I never hated her, I just felt like she hated me. I like matt <3 unfortuatly, EVERYBODY ELSE LIKES HIM! Or so I'm told... =X. I'm so tired, and I have 2 tests tomorrow, one in math, and one in science. Ughhhh! Joey and Erin look cute together, I'm proud lol. I'm going to BUZZ BAKE SALE!!! No Mikey, it's not an actual bake sale with cookies you moron lol but i love ya. Joe's gonna be cool enough to take me =] <3 [= ! Well, now it's time for my grandpa's little birthday thing, and also time for me to go eat my dinosaur chicken things. Chow Mein!   Current Mood: chickennnn! kiss me

Come what may.. Hearts are meant to be broken.... [19 Oct 2004|05:04pm] Well...so far it's only Tuesday, and it's already been one hell of a week. Yesterday, I went home in 3rd hour cause I pulled a few muscles playing basketball, and I felt icky. So yeah, I took a few naps at home, had ham on italian bread, and then I felt dandy again. But then....I got a phone call. It was about 3:40, and school had let out 10 minutes ago. It was my little Ashley, and she told me that my best guy friend Bryan had taken drugs in school, and he got really sick, and had to go to the hospital and shit, and I freaked out. I thought he was going to die. But, thank god he's ok. BRYAN!!!! WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING YOU JACKASS?!?!? ESPECIALLY IN SCHOOL, NOW YOU'RE NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO SEE ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS, HAVE TO GO TO A CATHOLIC SCHOOL, AND REHAB!!!!!!!!! I'm sick of cryin over this situation...so Bry...I love ya but, you shouldn't of done this. And there's a reason why you did it. But whatever, on to other news...I'm tired, and its Tuesday, and my muscles are hurtin me. I'm really pissed, my brother's annoying the shit out of me, and so is my mom. I'm not going to be able to go to HHN or the Finding Neverland premier in NY =[...it sucks I know. Ehh ok, kisses and hugs to all of my thugs. Peace out boy scout. Ay   Current Mood: ouchies! 4 true loves|kiss me

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